I have had quite a weekend/week. So i went to the Comic Convention is San Diego with Rich, I had a great time and now i got promoted sorta. Rich and I ended up leaving the second day and going to TJ where we bought drugs, just pain killers, and drank and walked the streets. I didnt give him any, and he didnt expect any, which was cool and as shallow as it sounds I think the the reason I got promoted was because he likes me. This is a slippery slope and i got to be very careful. Its all going according to plan, yes i actually made a discustingly shallow plan to make my way to the top and going out with Rich was the first thing on my stratigy list to help me with contacts. Now i have to do the hard part, preform at my job better then everyone else and juggle not getting serious with Rich to the point where he thinks he can get some. Its weird though because i sorta like him, he grew on me. Im attracted to his knowledge, his manlyness, and his incredible ability to take control of the situation, he does what he says when he says he going to do it. For the first time I feel like Im the baby, where as everyone else I have ever dated I have secretly been annoyed at times by there imaturity. He is tall, and I feel safe with him, thats also a plus.
This is my first way older man, he is 28 and he makes me feel like a princess, and he spoils me with things and buys me anything I want. But now im afraid I partied too hardy and im coming down with a cold. Every 5 seconds i can feel the pulsing redness on my forhead, I get really hot, then really cold, my throat is ichy and i keep coughing up flem. GROSS.



Friday was really fun too, I finally hung out with Shelly and everyone. First we went to this really Ghetto mexican nightclub then to a really chill summer pool party where I felt Iike I was back in school. Hanging out with kids my own age that I wanted to talk to felt so good. People were swimming and laughing, and drinkin. So simple yet so missed. It was nice to be a kid for a night. The next day i was talking to 30 year old executives trying to soak up every bit of detail, every bit of anything. At times i wanted to leave sooo bad but Iuckily I have been good about maintaining my pleasent composure so hopefully they couldnt tell. I met famous comic writers and movie producers, actors and distributers, executives and agents, creators and special affects creators. And i couldnt tell you any of there names. But I saw the D, Tenaious D that is, they were fucking amazing and they talked a little about there movie.